Pensieri & Parole

Sono Solo Considerazioni

It’s a summer afternoon, the air is so warm,
I can’t even breath but I feel there’ll be a changing ,
I ‘ll. make a choice , I am tired of not having my own balance yet
I am annoyed by foolish talks , I am fed up with fake friends
many of them have disappointed me lately ,
but you won’t , cause you have seen deep inside me.
Maybe I was a fool to think they would love me for what I really am
I was so dumb to care for them a lot ,
but I want to thank everyone who has been part of my life
I want to say thank you to all my old fake mates ,
they tricked me so many times.
I am absolutely aware I have never been the best ,
I know I have hurt some people so much ,
I acted too seriously or foolishly,
I am sorry if I didn’t understand any thing about you
I feel so bad if I wasn’t your best friend .
But I am afraid of being hurt ,
I am terrified by this running world around me
I am scared of surprises and
things I can’t control ‘cause I am too rational .
I have told many lies , maybe I have spoken too much,
I can’t stand people who hate me and then hug me
I don’t like people who don’t admit the truth
I hate those people who kept telling me to shut up
I’m going to miss all this mess, I ‘m going to remember all my past but
I am not stupid guys , if you don’t love me enough
the door is opened, just leave now.
 

In the wrong place

Why do I always find myself in the wrong place at the wrong time ?
why the more I love you the more I cause you pain ?
will you keep being at my side even if I am strange, moody, and hypocrite ? Do you believe in me after all I have done?
How can you, tell me, how could you do?
It was so embarrassing that silence between us,
it was so difficult to talk and simply apologize.
I thought you didn't love me anymore, that I was nothing more for you,
I thought that you would have hated me and
you would have told me "where is your next fault"?
I wanted to come closer to you much, but I was afraid to
be misunderstood, too fragile, I preferred to wait,
but waiting one dies inside, don't you know that it wears you out slowly?
you have never been a problem for me,
you have always been there, present,
I cried in front of you because
you have no fear of my weakness,
I laughed with you;
so tell me, why did I think that you hated me since that day?
Since that damned day I feel always guilty,
maybe this feeling will never pass, but only time will tell.
Why do you still have faith in me?
You could have better, yet you are still here,
I am nothing special but you are always here and
I thank you for all the new things you brought in my life .

SEPTEMBER 3rd

I found myself back where I had started again
i am going to write something nobody will ever read
i am going to love someone who will never know
why loving is so hard sometimes
why apologizing seems quite impossible now
if you ever came around call my name out
if you ever felt alone just think you are not the only one
how many times have you thought to give all up
how many people have told you lies
have you ever been terrified of facing reality
why everything is more complicated all at once
where have you hidden all your fears
how many words you haven’t told me yet
if you ever found yourself please pick me up
if I ever disappointed you don’t be too tough
if you ever made a fool of me, please don’t tell
I’ll catch up the time I wasted away
tell me how old you

 want to be tonight
how will we be in 10 years you and I
why the more I am in, the more I ‘d like to say goodbye
can’t we start all over again
if I could be who you wanted
if I could now.

Step back

Step back for a while
Turn aside from me by now
I’m getting sodden but you don’t give a damn
I’m trying to be unaffected by you
And you ‘re just laughing loud
Every time I think of us
This feeling overwhelms me inside
Every time I wonder what love is all about
Your face comes out
You hurt me , you bared me, you cheated me ,
I thought you were great
I thought you were special
I thought you were the one
Was I mistaken , tell me was I ?
Please let me tell you ‘re just like all the other guys.
You have always been absorbed in your thoughts
You were too busy to notice I was fading away
I just hope you ‘ll. be loved , happy and fine
without me in your life
now it’s time to say goodbye
Destiny wants us to be apart

We weren’t meant to be together anyhow
So why every time I think of you
I ‘d like to turn back time
Tell me why every time I wonder what love is all about
Your face comes out
You hurt me , you bared me, you cheated me ,
I thought you were great
I thought you were special
I thought you were the one
Was I mistaken , tell me was I ?
Please let me tell you I trusted in you more than in anyone.

Broken queen
 
I ‘m a broken queen
Looking for her  charming prince
But I guess I won’t find him easily
I’ll try to call his name  aloud
I don’t know what he might be doing now
Maybe he ‘s in love with a beautiful  girl
That is not me.
How long will I have to wait
Until He gets to know me  ?
Tell me how many things i’ll be going through
Without him by myside.
Will he realize I am the one ?
Please let me know it’ll last
Even if it could be hard.
I won’t be scared and i won’t cry
If he doesn’t come along  now.
I am just a broken queen
I don’t mind waiting  such a long time,
Waiting for love is never a waste of time .
Please come on my way somehow,
Love me as no one has ever done
let me know I am the only one,
don’t forget me cause soon
I’ll be gone.

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